Of course, I will not solve all your problems, only you can help yourself. But perhaps, having learned about my experience, you yourself will answer your questions. And if you are not worried about anything, we can just have a nice talk. Welcome, people!)
The most pleasant thing is to meet a person who would listen. And it’s even more pleasant to help someone. I am here for this. Write, I’ll be happy to listen and help you to understand this world.
I will not give you advice, I just can share my own experience, because I’m 17, and sometimes I completely wig out.